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Mitzi McMahon
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And Something Else
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A
high-pitch wail drags Maggie from sleep. She stumbles out of bed,
confused, milk leaking from her nipples. Later, in the rocker
with four-month-old Lilly latched on, she wonders why she didn't
instinctively connect the sound with her daughter.
Mrs. Romanowski, in 14C, trudges up the street, a carton of milk
clutched in her spotted hand. Her black, fake leather shoes
blister and buckle in the heat. Maggie hangs the day's laundry on
a drip rack and positions it in front of the window to dry. She's
hungry for beets. And something else.
The jackhammer across the street chugs at the afternoon, widening
it. The peaches and tomatoes and peppers for sale under white
tents on the sidewalk bounce in concert. Maggie steps out onto
the 2x2 balcony hoping to catch a breeze. Even the birds don't
chirp in the heat.
The bakery on Broadway has the best bread. Sweet; walnuts and
raisins. She dreams about them. There's a dark-haired guy
who works there during the week. She imagines his name is Tom and
that he has well-defined abs.
Kenneth hails a cab. They slide onto the cold vinyl seat and,
using her eyes, Maggie explains to him that it's not her fault they're
late. The cab crawls along 44th Street. Three blocks before
they reach the theatre, they jump out. Kenneth takes off at a
near run and Maggie hobbles behind in her high-heeled sandals.
She passes a girl in a red halter top whose perky breasts defy
gravity. She wonders if her nipples ever looked that inviting.
Their apartment is a mess. Toys, burp cloths, magazines fill the
space. Maggie wants to buy matching flip-flops for her and Lilly,
but she can't find any that fit Lilly's tiny foot. Marshmallows
are a silly food, but Kenneth loves them. Maybe if she covered
herself in them he'd touch her, lick her, finger her again.
There's a morgue scene in the musical. The actors do something
comical and everyone laughs. Except Maggie. She's lost in
imagining the quiet, the cool of the steel table, the uninterrupted
sleep. The longing makes her dizzy and she closes her eyes.
Her breasts are full again.
They go for a late dinner after the show. Maggie wants quiet,
intimate; Kenneth wants bright, noisy. They sit with their
sandwiches under the glaring lights of Times Square. She watches
the over- and underdressed passerby, listens to the clip clip of
sandals and heels. The heat is killing the flowers. She
wishes for a cool breeze. And something else.
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Mitzi McMahon lives
near Lake Michigan. Her work has appeared in such places as
edifice WRECKED, The Citizen, Gator Springs Gazette, Salome Magazine,
The Rockford Review, NOÖ Journal, The Houston Literary Review,
JMWW, and is forthcoming in The Binnacle.
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